Wednesday, March 21, 2012

师资培训营

星期日刚从一天半的营回来。这个营呢,在几年前就有看过了,也没有印象是什么原因都没有机会参与。一天半的营的确有点匆促,什么东西都只是蜻蜓点水。毕竟老师要教给我们的东西太多了。太深入的教,时间不够。不点那么多东西呢,又恐怕带给我们的东西不多。

但是,从我本身的角度来看,他们的确很充足的准备啦。而且,听两位老师(燕儿、旭宾)说,此营是他们首次,两个人,"双"抢匹马上阵。可见他们是多么的用心,单凭这一点,我就会对于可能一些小小的不足,给予原谅了。

第一次,与其他佛教团体的周日班老师接触,才惊觉个团体的行政、上课、活动、甚至师资有那么大大的不同。原来,是我们才有那么flexible的时间表。有个其他团体的老师问我:"就是说,你一个月只有去一个星期日,其他三个星期,都很得空拉??"很自然的回答:"还有很多东西要做 ,可能有时有自己额外的活动等。"也有在想,真的就只有那么一个星期得去教科,有时也难免让更吸引人的活动引诱,找其他周的老师交换。难道,就是因为我们习惯了那么"flexible",很多时候就变得commitment不够高。总之就是自己的问题。

坦白说,到现在,还是在周日班,是因为我不懂如何拒绝淑华老师。应该是刚上大学时,就想到不便之处,开始拒绝。但,毕竟她是淑华老师,一个任劳任怨那么多年。一个也看着我们长大的淑华老师。在她苦口婆心下,我真的不懂如何狠心的说"不"。是这个真正的原因,我一直还在,不要以为,我真的是那么有心。本身也是安慰自己说,算了拉, 就一个月一次,就可以成就这个活动。就ok吧!说真的,到现在看到我最早一批的孩子,现在都已经五年级了,5岁看到5年级,真的还蛮感动。只是,有时,无法出席时,没有人会帮忙找代课老师的时候真的 会很多怨言。真是罪过、罪过。

总之呢,通过这个营就应该很用心的问自己。"为什么选择留下,留下了就该做什么。"

今天才发现,参加这个营我忘记了帮智婷妈妈带班,sorry aunty. Aunty在找人换班,可能我要跟她对换。因为,也刚刚看到有个gathering在我下个月的上课时间。也算补过咯。也因如此,要我第一次正式担任佛学老师,6岁的孩子很调皮的。好吧!就看看,我到底是否有进步。看招!

那天老师也说了一个故事。有5只鸭子走路去跟天鹅学飞 。路途中,那五只鸭子,一个一个因路途遥远,选择放弃去找天鹅。最终,坚持的鸭子,找到天鹅,也很庆幸的学会了飞。拜师完了,该回家了。鸭子道谢了天鹅老师,竟然就走路回家。看到了吗?几多人也是这样啊!包括我在内,很多时候,明明学会飞,但是还是继续走路。很有意思的小故事。

参加营呢,也让我弄丢了铅笔盒。是很可爱很可爱的铅笔盒。是penguin的大姐台湾买的。还有我生平第一支pendrive,很美的,会闪灯的,是我matrix时的生日礼物。还有,一支笔,是情人节礼物。学cc说,就当布施吧!但是,陌生人,你一定要好好爱惜我的铅笔盒。

Sunday, January 15, 2012

congratulation ~~

I was curious when I saw there were so many people click like on the random picture of her.
I thought it is a picture of working in office. lolx.. 

When i clicked into, i was really shocked when I realized that the picture is actually signing an engagement contract.
The first reaction to me was " Wah!!! Congratulation." To be frank, I am really happy, i don't know why.

Again. " Congratulation to both of you Sien Yei, and Tian Yit, must stay sweet and happy ya "

I knew both of them 3years ago during the part time job in Genting. I can't remember I knew he or she first, but it doesn't matter.  ( it was really a great memory to be there, and I miss the PASSED time).

I met him through Lapi ( quite good friend of me in genting ). Not really know him much by right, while, maybe all of us is the part timer and we are seem to be discriminated by the permanent staff somehow. So, the relationship among the part timer is quite ok... Everyone is helping each others. 

Then I met her. (Should be by chance, we were allocated in the same room). She has graduated during that time, and in the process of applying for scholarship to pursue her master study. We went to work together share the story of each other. And I think she assisted me as I was "junior" part timer. Haha!! 

(I can't remember, whether we are actually good friends?) 
(I don't remember why 3 of us + lapi will mix together one night to view the night scene in the " Couple Park , Genting.)
(What I can sure is that there are some pieces of memory with them. It's so so so little but CLEAR.)

I remembered I worked again there after a few month didn't work. I met her again. (most of them go to work very frequent. As they study in KL area.)  
Lapi told me he and she ON dy. Wah... really? It was shocking news.. then sure I wanted to confirm with her. I still remembered the answer of her was "still pending". She was considered the issue that he is younger than her. But she know he is a very good guy and he will treat her so well. So she just duno how to make the decision. I was encourage her too ( if not mistake, as I am quite kepo on this kind of couple thingy and hope the friends around find their Mr / Miss Right, HAHA)
At the end of the day, after working for three day. By the time the last meeting with she, their status were still ON PENDING.

Stopped working in Genting when I start the university life. 

Undoubtedly, he, she and me, have loss contacted. ( Should be a common case happens to everyone, lolx). but luckily! specially credit to Facebook which allow me to get the updated news of he and she sometimes. )

One day, I saw a photo of a pair of couple incidentally . The characters inside were so familiar. I clicked on it, and it is he and she... 

The first reaction is Wah!!! Congratulation." (It was exactly the same reaction of me after a couple of year later when I saw their engagement ceremony.) 

I was really happy to see that and for sure I did congrats them personally. 

Last weeks

I saw the photo of engagement. Still happy  =P

Friends congratulation. You are really matching. 

And the comment of me in the photo of them is " congraz, I want to attend your wedding."

Sincerely, I cannot witness the starting of them and the engagement. But I really hope to witness the marriage of them through myself. Haha!! but don't know I have the chance or not.

He and she maybe are just two passengers that pass through my life. But I don't know why i was so so so happy to see them to be together and marry. The memory is short but SIGNIFY.( have to clarify that maybe the total times of us seeing each other not more than 10 times, haha!!! )
There are always people walking in and out in our life. For me, everyone is so SPECIAL. we will lost contact for sure, we have no so many free time to contact everyone whoever met. But appreciate each of them, who colour the blank pages in your "life".  

It's really hard for a couple to hold hand in hand in years and decide to step into the doorstep of marriage. There are mixture of sweet, bitter, happy, sad, etc in the story of couples. It's doesn't matter.
t the end of the day, those who know the importance of their partner, able to walk into the marriages. It is so fortunate and blissful.
He and she

Thursday, November 24, 2011

简单就好


其实
微笑就是能那么简单
往往
我们都搞得好复杂

Tuesday, October 25, 2011

又生病了

不知道曾几何时开始跟病魔打交道
是不是他就来找我
可能他很真的不知不觉喜欢上了我
但是我真的很不喜欢你
请你请你不要时常来找我好吗?

那天回来,
妈说,全家人都上吐下泻了
星期天晚上爸叫我快点回去
当时还好好的,还恨的空的敷敷面膜
哪里知道,才要上网
开始头昏脑涨
惨了!
去拿哥哥弟弟的要来啃
一下子,bluekk
吐了,以为舒服了,就帮妈妈准备点东西
不久,又来了
我的天啊!
一整晚,就上吐下泻的搞了整夜。
隔天,要祭拜公公
也没能帮上什么忙,就一直躺着。。。
折腾了一天一夜,没办法才去看医生。

最近的天气也令做医生的生意大好
等了近两小时才到我
都快晕倒在哪里了
医生说:“MC两天不是跟不上课业咯,”
看吧!
大学生是不能生病的。

这个屠妖节一星期假期
我的行程是拍得满满的
我要当朋友的导游两天,
跟哥哥去kl一天
可能去金马伦两天
志工营一天
但,现在导游就当不成了
明天就去一天咯。

um....
想想
那天听继程师父说,
假期生病其实是幸福的
因为压抑很久的病,平时太忙都没得发泄
一假期,开始放松就有释放的空间
可能吧!
就像今天我多了一天的假期

但,病魔
你不要来了拉
我就乖乖,下次不把时间排得满满
不用你来为我操心了。
我见你见到怕了。。。 

Thursday, October 13, 2011

my fm 林德荣。。。

11/10/2011 一早就被shirlyn叫起来,去看林德荣。其实我还蛮喜欢他的。
如果没错的话, 他是那种埃了十多年头,这几年才发红发紫的。。。

由于我9am有课,就得在7am就出发。一大清早真的还不想醒来,最后因为答应了人就没办法咯。先去吃个早餐医肚。

烧烤面包 + 半生熟鸡蛋 + 热咖啡 + 一包nasi lemak... haha!!!
这间早餐店还不错。记得很久以前有跟邻居来过这里吃早餐,想不到在这么多年后还会回来。
是在bayan baru的。

过后就去sunshine square那里的巴刹找林德荣。。。

先跟my fm 的车拍张照 

走去pasar找他们,当时的感觉还蛮尴尬的,好像那种追星的小妹妹酱。
因为他们得跑几个摊位,还真的搞到pasar有点水泄不通。但是他们真的很亲切咯。

yeah!!! 拍到了咯。。。哈哈哈

拍完就冲冲茫茫回去学校上课了。第一次做这种事情,感觉还蛮好笑的。。。哈哈!!

上完课,傍晚时间跟男朋友去喝豆水。我托朋友买的 voucher, 还真的很值得。

[50% Off] 2 Soy Ice Cream Cones + 2 Soy Pearl Milk at U-Soya for RM5 instead of RM10 (only RM1.25 each)
 
一个人的 

 两杯珍珠豆奶 + 两个豆奶ice-cream....

 
nice nice :-P

其实有些人呢买这些voucher是因为觉得便宜,但是,奉劝是否是自己想要的。
如果不是本来想要,而是看到便宜想要最好不要买咯。
不然并不是,省了;
而是亏了 
=)